Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Two months ago

All i wanted was to hear your voice and communicate and spend a lifetime with you. I was convinced it was you and i forever in love and life. Kindness and honestly.

I was mistaken. Your feelings never true for me. Maybe mine were not either.

I feel so betrayed. It hurts that i let the little girl of my childhood inside my heart be exposed to you. That i let you trample all over me.

I find it hard to figure out if i should be happy for you, if i should be angry or if i should feel sorry for you.

Sometimes i hate you. Sometimes a little part of me still habours something special for you.

We can never be together. I don't want you. Its best to leave it alone and walk away to greener pastures.

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