Thursday, May 03, 2012

On growing up

I recall the days of insecurity and fierce ambition. These days i am a lot calmer, able to keep my head down low, not feeling the need to prove myself.

Been a bit flat as well. Over it a bit. I had my first resignation today and i learnt a lesson in life. Perhaps it was even a good thing.

flatness all around. For not caring about the politics. For the fall apart with a man i used to love that still works with me. Sadness for my uncle who has passed away that i will never see again. Sadness for the boy i stuffed around that i have finally fallen for.

Its not a good time right now. Things are just bad.

Tears i just wom't cry.

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